Thursday, June 26, 2025

Dream Diary Thursday 26 June 1975

Thursday 26 June 1975 

Sort of bus. Deirdre Burton (the concrete poet) gets on. Goes to top [deck]. I’m trapped on the lower deck by something/somebody I don’t like. Finally when I get up, Bob Cobbing has finished performing.

            I fly across Horsham field on an umbrella. When I finally reach ground Nora is on a platform above me with friends, saying ‘I’m worried, I’m worried’ over and over again.



[Here's one of Bob's performances (with Peter Finch) that I've always enjoyed. Something like this would have been in my dream! Deirdre Burton was a concrete poet and lecturer in linguistics at UEA at the time. I did go to talk to her about sound poetry. There's almost a month's gap now until the next installment.] 

Monday, June 23, 2025

Ark and Archive page 1,000 - keeping a daily practice of writing going

Today, I’ve reached – and filled – page 1,000 of ‘Ark and Archive’. This (usually, ideally) daily writing I’ve been adding to, literally, with no breaks, since 2013, I think. (I have all the sheets still, but don’t want to disturb them!) Usually, I write through, about, around, of, or springboard from, images, originally those in Peter Hans Feldmann’s book of photographic images, Voyeur. I’ve worked through two editions (which means some images are encountered twice, but not quite in the same order).

From this mass of images I can make poems, if I wish, but I can also simply use the method (if that’s what it is) to stay ‘writing fit’. (The practice began well before ‘Ark and Archive’ in daily writings in prose: we demanded daily writings of our students, ‘free writing’ we called it, that it seemed impertinent not to do so oneself, and I would often read mine to students as examples.) ‘Ark and Archive’, though, is not in prose; double-spaced, the 1,000 pages are in lines, proto-poems. Occasionally, there have been focused batches of work in the body of the flow: the as yet unused ‘Scotland Road’ notes, or for certain ‘Empty Diary’ poems or ‘Burnt Journal’ poems, but they also yield prose: the prose pieces in ‘The Weekend of Miracles’ came from these pages. The poetry sequence ‘The Working Week’, in Micro-Event Space was culled almost unchanged, I seem to remember. Here's one part, complete: 

 




The opening poem-let of my treatise on metre, ‘Pulse’, now happily collected in my critical-poetics book The Necessity of Poetics, is also lifted from my serial passage through Voyeur, with little change from the flow of my writing, appropriately on the nature of flow itself, backboned by poetic ‘pulse’:

 

Two women

                        come splashing towards us with the breaking

                        waves, holding hands, laughing,

                        neat in their single-piece bathing suits,

                        hair awry in the wind

                        that combs the waves. There is ‘pulse’ here,

                        there is even ‘groove’, if we were to re-

                        construct the scene as pure sound. A wave crest

                        beyond them, a little horizon, pours over

                        its own rim, cresting, and readies itself

                        to dash past the thighs of these dancers

                        and crash at their feet as they land on the

                        seaweedy littoral.

 

Also, particular poems have (in an emergency) been culled from just one entry. The 2024 New Year poem ‘Broken’ was ‘found’ within minutes for our annual card! It appears in this video (and I think it will form poem 3 of a mini-sequence, ‘Three Poems of War’; it's not very seasonal!):

 


I'm aware that these pieces of writing are quite realist, but I also use the 'machine' of 'Ark and Archive' for more disrupted writing. ('The Drop', for example, one of the first.) The current material is made, taken from, looking at, through, beyond, deeply into, images in The Guardian, a pleasing by-product of my resuming to read newspapers as and when. I'm hoping it won't make the result too 'topical'. 

Lying at the back of this process, along with creative writing practice, was the practical poetics of Peter Redgrove (one of the earliest poets I read, by the way), as related by Neil Roberts in his biography Lucid Dreamer, though I do not refine ‘images’ and ‘motifs’ through stages like Redgrove. I’m more of a ludic dreamer, I suppose, and a materialist, although I do write the daily passage in rough before adding it – as I said, with no indication of break – to what has accumulated before. I should also say that after writing each, I read back over the last three pages (that might be up to 10 writings), and revise in the usual way. 

Until, now, I’ve arrived at page 1,000. This has always been my aim. Oddly that page’s ending coincides with the end of today’s passage (relating to an image of a 500 year old tree, perhaps a reminder of all the paper I’ve consumed; I couldn’t imagine doing this electronically). That means I could stop there. Here. Today. But I won’t. The method has been so productive, alongside other methods (none of my sonnets, my versions of Dante, or my forthcoming ‘verse-novel’ Elle were produced using ‘Ark and Archive’) that I see no reason to stop. Here, raw, is a reading of that thousandth page:


I’m rather pleased it’s not particularly remarkable, quite prose-like, in fact.

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I write about the Christmas card poem above here: Pages: Merry Christmas Cards (thoughts on hard copy and digital versions). ‘Ark and Archive’ is mentioned in this 2022 post, wondering what I might write after the ‘English Strain’ project, Pages: If The English Strain is finished, what next? (Reflections and Loose Poetics), but otherwise is curiously absent from this blog!

Micro Event Space is detailed here: Pages: Robert Sheppard's Micro Event Space is published by Red Ceilings Press NOW.

The Necessity of Poetics may be purchased here: Pages: The Necessity of Poetics - out now!

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Locating Robert Sheppard: email: robertsheppard39@gmail.com; website: www.robertsheppard.weebly.com NEW: Follow on Bluesky at https://bsky.app/profile/robertsheppard.bsky.social

Wednesday, June 18, 2025

Dream Diary Wednesday 18 June 1975

Wednesday 18 June 1975 

Dreamt of Vic Sage seminar – I said I couldn’t reconcile the fact that Eliot wrote ‘Sweeney Agonistes’ and Four Quartets.

Friday, June 13, 2025

Dream Diary Friday 13 June 1975

Friday 13 June 1975 

Walking along road. At corner, church on one side, David’s house on the other. I go to door. Music from church starts up. I get religiose feeling, wondering at the coincidence. All David’s family are dressed in rags and refuse to acknowledge David, rimless square glasses. Moles on face.  I try to get in.

Next with some limp lady. Trying to fuck her. Through glass in wall I still see David’s family. I close curtains. Moving back to joys of knickers, people keep walking in to butter bread. I am annoyed. No, it was poets they brought in to butter. Tennyson.

Monday, June 09, 2025

Taking part in The European Poetry Festival : Liverpool July 6th 2025 at Open Eye Gallery

NOTE: Our poem is to be published in Austria soon. For now, here's the running order and some links. All the videos of the whole festival are online now!

European Poetry Festival : Liverpool 

July 6th 2025 at Open Eye Gallery

3pm and Free Entry

19 Mann Island, Liverpool L3 1BP openeye.org.uk

Book your free ticket here! eventbrite.co.uk/e/european-poetry-festival-liverpool-tickets-1254623144599, or: 

European Poetry Festival: Liverpool Tickets, Sun, Jul 6, 2025 at 3:00 PM | Eventbrite

A brilliant afternoon of live poetry including some of the most exciting poets from Austria, Norway, Romania, Scotland and the North West England. What's the format? Pairs of poets present brand new works of live literature, made for the day, and drawing upon the local Liverpudlian poetry scene as well as visiting poets. Supported by the Liverpool Poetry Space programme, this is the last event of the European Poetry Festival for 2025! (Check the other gigs: EPF 2025 — European Poetry Festival. Featuring

Thomas Ballhausen and Robert Sheppard (and we're well underway with our collaboration!)

Lena Chilari and Michael Sutton 

Tom Jenks and SJ Fowler

Endre Ruset and Stephen Sunderland 

Julia Rose Lewis and Alec Newman

Carolyn Hashimoto and Sarah-Clare Conlon 

Lenni Sanders and David Spittle

Sarah Dawson and Andrew Taylor

Another event in partnership with Liverpool Poetry Space. Event curated by SJ Fowler and Chris McCabe. 

SJ Fowler has, of course, presented many collaborative readings, and I have had the pleasure of taking part in many of them. I have collected some of them (they are always videoed and archived online) here on my website: Collaborations - Robert Sheppard. (Scroll to the end.) 

On this blog, also I have featured a number of these events. Two years ago Sarah-Clare Conlon, who is back this year too, and I collaborated on our exploration of the River Mersey. I write about that, present the video, and indicate the text's publication, here, Pages: The Liverpool Camarade at Open Eye Gallery : May 2023: the videos of my collaboration with Sarah-Clare Conlon, and here Pages: UNTITLED by Sarah-Clare Conlon and Robert Sheppard is published in Blackbox Manifold 31.

That was the first Liverpool Camarade since 2015, about which I wrote here: Pages: Liverpool Camarade 2015: general introduction (set list) (robertsheppard.blogspot.com) with videos, of course. I was deep in the writing of what became the collaborative anthology Twitters for a Lark at that time. But now we have real  European writers.

However, this reading in Leeds in February 2017 was one of my favourites. Patricia (Farrell) was on tour and I joined her for this one gig, where I collaborated, quite explosively, with Ian McMillan. Here's an account: Pages: Ian McMillan and Robert Sheppard: Simultaneous Performance: Leeds Enemies (photo, video, set list and thoughts), and here's the video:


Largely featuring S.J. Fowler's passion for 'collaboration', I wrote a critical piece on literary collaborations (‘Doubling Up: Modes of Literary Collaboration in Contemporary British Innovative Poetry’, in Contemporary British and Irish Poetry, ed. by Samuel Rogers (Yearbook of English Studies, 51.1 (2021)), 247–64). But in preparation for it, I assembled a strand of posts on this blog, about collaboration as an art, with asides on my own collaborations, beginning here, with a hubpost: Pages: Robert Sheppard: Thughts on Collaboration 1: Introduction. Not all my collaborations have been literary of course. 

Saturday, June 07, 2025

Dream Diary Saturday 7 June 1975

Saturday 7 June 1975 

I go back to 15 Oakapple after being at Tony’s for a time. Louis instead of John and we’re in my old bedroom and Louis taps on window (despite the fact we don’t want to wake Mum and Dad) and quotes King Lear. He’s got an evil sensation. I get it too and run forth from the room screaming. Foetus in the cupboard (something to do with childhood, adoption). I think Mum and Dad are in my room now and Mum screams horribly. I rush in, crying ‘Mummy.’ She is screaming like in orgasm or childbirth. Dad still asleep. I go to her. Her eyes open. ‘Mummy I’ve come home.’


A not-too-bad bit of dream: Tony has deodorant, perfume and pretends (over clothes) to roll it

onto neck, moves lower, uttering ‘Ah darling!’ (imaginary words for a lover kissing him). Moves bottle lower till he reaches genitals. Noise of sucking off. I wonder how he knows what it sounds like. Funny.

 

Also Mum tells me to eat a big dinner since I haven’t been eating.

 

Second nightmare. Several of us are on a cycling holiday. We are staying in a weird house – very aristocratic. A servant says, ‘They’re mad. They don’t leave us alone.’ I cared all the time. I’ve got a room of my own. But with others. Big baby Calibans.   

Tuesday, June 03, 2025

Dream Diary Tuesday 3 June 1975

Tuesday 3 June 1975 

Four of us – Frank, Elaine, Me and a fictional Polynesian mixed race person – looking for Derek Mahon. I keep trying to make it with Elaine to no avail. Derek was with William Blake and we were looking for that letter. We realise he’d be 214 but we know it’s humanly possible and that nobody wheels him about!

I kissed Elaine by a wall.




Sunday, June 01, 2025

Dream Diary Sunday 1 June 1975

Sunday 1 June 1975 

D. was looking through some Tea-cards.

They were explaining dreams.

Dad didn’t like part of it and blocked his ears and humming.  

            I try to stop him, telling him that dreams and reality have to work in harmony.

(Introduction for book of dreampoems [I noted]; this got used on the tape-collage introducing my tape cassette magazine 1983)


An introduction to the diary may be read here: Pages: Dream Diary 1975 Introduction to the project