Tuesday 14 October 1975
With (Aunt) Marjorie, taking Geraldine to optician. Her eyes are very bad, we’re told. Geraldine turns into Trudy and I attack her. Rip off her blouse. Bra and body beneath. She says: ‘Everybody’s at university, except Paulus.’ I turn. Paulus is there. I get up and Trevor K and Terry are there.
Then I see Micheal with a haircut and feel embarrassed
about not seeing him [before].